Heat waves in the streets, cars to drive to the street, I am standing in the street with strangers dependencies, waiting for the street ... ...
7 start of the month in the morning to get up after more than ten sleep to compensate for the time since the serious lack of sleep. Ever since June 19 after six finished, I basically have no normal sleep over every night to sleep about half past two the time, let me in the eyes of other people seem surprised is so energetic, yes, every days up to sleep five hours, the spirit than anyone, everyone's amazed me smile, natural, pure nature, and I can not! Hangzhou
this month to die of heat, the fan can not work 24 hours to eliminate our hot. The status of a move will be sweating, so I am very restless. Mood is kind of sad. More and more annoying quarters, eyes closed, laughter is the supercilious look wolf, may not sleep because of fear of hearing the voice of the supercilious look wolf.
not test today, tomorrow, do not test, do not test ... ... and then the day after tomorrow is the mother's arrival, the feelings of calm and indifferent, and not excited by the arrival of my mother ... ... you want to leave, now, now! blocks at a time when
made me so heartbroken, car to drive to hit the streets I'm a family car, the shuttle's heat wave in front of the vehicle did not slow down my pace, in the wave of fantasy , driving a vehicle is a great circle in the upcoming pot pie, waiting for diners to enjoy, and their patrons but had not me. People in the car with the kind of victor's face looked out the window of our car, I did not curse, yes, when I sat in air-conditioned car, I think I will be the expression. The only comfort from just bought a train ticket, two, to Shanghai, I and my mom. Purchase process was very easy. Also in the jealous God: Who told you so fast you can get tickets, which will take sun drying you!
So this time, more and more hot weather! My big beads of sweat fall. However, standing on the streets, I like a statue! Reverie, this once beautiful city now on my feet, to conquer her? No, but close to her, only to find her beauty is touched by the moment and a moment of obsession. Only then is the West Lake of Hangzhou Bay, the most beautiful dream, and in his place, as the city structure, can not reproduce the slightest Rain in South ... ... to be here for two years, from the strange to the familiar taste of the city, but no two years after the intention to stay, tourism is the city life in the past, perhaps his memory four years of university I was the only bar. Still prefer the north because of the reason for the northerners. Vision is sometimes funny, strange city, I am dependent on the streets with strangers strangers waiting to go on a strange road vehicles to take us to familiar places, but also in the process of talking with strangers, reported the strange and stiff smile . Two years ago I never thought that one day thousands of miles outside the city, a strange street, I will be dry and hot weather, the process of waiting for the bus to think about these issues.
skirt dress jumpsuit, foot high-heeled sandals, painted eyeliner, parasols. That I had not set off the image of the stadium shook with the movement I dress is different this time, strong feminine! Smiled, his life changed conventional model, this party is the woman taught me misty rain, gentle and quiet.
7 月 8 日 23 时 54 分:
the first day of the Expo, summarized as follows:
1 Chinese people are really more! Chinese people are really rich!
2 Expo is really very, very busy!
3 China's security and volunteers really good! Carefully, smile!
4 my feet is not my foot! Ma has been the primary stage!
5 rows of this team really is not hype out!
6 Hot House really want to choose the right time to visit!
... ... ... ... ... ...
very tired! Sleep, the Expo Another day, say it!
China Pavilion, I must go!
7 月 9 日 23 时 37 分:
Bund very cool wind! Bund scenery is really beautiful! Linger, and I selected a different perspective mother patted photos.
Record feelings at this time, a record at this time and the King ... ...
mother was tired, I shuttle a person holding the camera in the crowd at the Bund.
suddenly miss him! Like holding his hand walking in the streets of the Bund, look at this bustling and beautiful world, blowing in the breeze, the mess up our hair, we spoke in whispers, about our thoughts and perseverance.
At this point, the wind is blowing over a person's hair, I no your hand without you baby, I thought so, because this piece of Heaven and earth have I think your future; I am so miss, because really long time no see!
like a cry, then you appear, but this scene is the story of things, I want the presence of genuineness. Wait, this holiday, I want you and me happy!
7 月 11 日 13 时 11 分:
about to begin a new journey, at the moment, I, Shanghai Railway Station, Shanghai to Beijing in a car.
12 dollars bought in advance on the train, the empty car, I do not know the steps to go right ... ...
raining in Shanghai today, I am talking to my mom to get up early retirement pulled out of the house to the train station their luggage, three in the afternoon because my mom can not stop the train so, so, respectively, with the mother outside the train station, just four days, with the mother to have to say Goodbye. Thought I would be very strong, with chic mother say: Mom, bye! Be poems, pulling luggage turned left when the rain falling added to the sadness, then to the mouth can not speak, it touches my mother said something, all right! Goodbye! A month later bye! I'm waiting for you and your dad come home! Home! When listening to such a harsh word! The courage to look up the mother, can only turn to proceed with her mother move high goodbye! To blame the tears on my face with raindrops tangled, can not wipe away, afraid of my mother saw me wiping away his tears action. Pulling luggage, all the way forward, not back until the back into the hall, they found a big crowd had no mother. At this point, step back to just three in futility.
lift me up slowly pulled through the glass I'm still searching for her mother's figure, but found nothing, and slowly slowly dim fuzzy, not because of another rain, but again not Clear the Air's crying! This has become accustomed to the children left for school, is still so sad for the parting.
the same image: one large suitcase ... ... ... ... ... ... small, often travel shoulder bag shape, I'm used to carrying so much pain in the station separation. Into the waiting hall, full to the brim full of people, find a seat and sat down. I am arguing about the hall sleepy children around stop laughing at me laughing, I tease her, the children said they do not know smile at you, bring you good luck. Lovely children, I hope you can bring me luck!
7 月 17 日 21 点 36 分:
carrying just buy the skirt, out of the subway station, free in the streets of Xidan. With the constant flow of earth with the pace brigade, but not knowing which way to go ... ...
very upset, really, is already the fourth day, the teacher and so I lost a good arrangement work to inform you that, from confident to now completely lost, with the dog's words, how I do, this setback to beat me. In fact not be defeated, is not willing not convinced! I am very anxious not to let it go but do not want to wait endlessly.
numbness, walking down the street looking at people of various shapes, their speech, their dress, their eyes ... ... only to find Beijing is the ratio of Shanghai people pay attention to wear, but also found that home people wear more elegant than the Peking Man, really, fart bigger than the local people dressed people in the capital but also pay attention! This is also the reason I want to leave, the speed has been slower pace of life is denied life, the life of the race in their model is a kind of a little earlier accomplishment. This inertia is to develop it! And this is only found in the left,UGG bailey button, once I can indulge in such leisure in the.
bored I have nothing to do from this day, I am like a housewife in the commercial street dangling. As the elevator up and down, do not care what people all around, Which is only concerned with the clothes, bags will be cheaper. There is no glory in the eyes, loss of the original brightness, I buried my rush to show patience. Akira lap down and bought the mother to the bag, saying, my mother more and more fashion! Since the trip to Shanghai I fully understand this point! Mom to get up early to also send text messages to ask me this, my mom makes me happy change, yes, I grew up after the job is ever so comfortable and happy parents. The father is a big project, I have to get to change him!
curse! My anger,UGG boots cheap, looked up at day, said more than once in the heart: I want to conquer the city, no matter what other people in mind, in my mind to conquer her dream of my childhood, when one day I holding a champagne building standing in the clouds, pointing to the city I was successful! Yes, I want to conquer you! I want to be your master! People as I can find a foothold here, I can! I have perseverance! I have to! I will come alive! I want to make people look down on me! Underestimate me! Not optimistic about me! Polish their eyes, I'm the king! Now, I will not cause your rhetoric so-called life, because you do not deserve; I will not argue with you some of the problems right or wrong, because you are self-righteous idiot! Shut up, General, this is what I want!
see a guard on the way home to play Q to know: Some people want to jump! Hey, these days are jumping heroes dare! A lot of people lost the courage to not even jump! Shook his head, plug in the headphones I went home and went to sleep!
similar with the dog, tomorrow to Bird's Nest and Water Cube, once, my Olympic dream! But after two years to go and see a kind of unspeakable sorrow and grief. Tomorrow, pick up his pack, had a dream to see the most beautiful place!
7 月 21 日 13 时 53 分:
sudden decision, I want to go home!
hang up the last call, my program can be implemented back home! A little room in such a suffocating feeling driven, more depressed!
Beijing West Railway Station footbridge, looking at the people coming and going in the street, an impulse to jump. Can not tell the reasons, lost Ye Hao, no matter whether sad, tangled also, sorry for ... ... At this point the heart not the heart, is ready to go home to wait for a satellite launch.
hey, It is back to it. Tidy up their own! I need to make yourself look calm, quiet days, thinking more problem!
reason over impulse, I did not jump. Yes, I have no reason to jump. My future is waiting for me! Career, love, future, I will get one by one! All in front of everything is just an experience and temper, I'll grow! At the moment, know!
7 月 23 日 15 时 41 分:
finally got home, the journey back and forth did not want to go home tired but it is more and more dynamic pace, decided to go home in a hurry do not know what will happen, but this time standing on the land at home, watching a familiar place to listen to the familiar sound of breathing the air of familiarity, satisfaction.
home, and all unpleasant gone; home, and all the hurt no more; home, and all of the grievances did not, got home, I had the most real care and love!
7 月 27 日 20 时 21 分:
dispute over the phone, he spoke loudly to me in anger, I put also shouted, perhaps, really tired, and when a little bit of frustration come again when we are overwhelmed by the collapse.
seven hours the day before he determined to go home, I started the countdown. Excited!
three hours notice before the time of my internship, I'm in tears. Uncomfortable!
call is connected, our irritability, in such a high temperature of continued warming! I have tears he'd been wronged, this is our love, we do nothing! No ability to change, can only bear! Crying, no hugging comfort; tired, do not rely on the shoulder! I was thinking, this love, I would persist long, but when you hear his voice, see his message, I know that I understand him, and I support him! I love him! This love will last forever!
your hand, and grow old with you!
you have to guard the State, I will guard our love!
7 月 29 日 22 时 21 分:
five people in the box, this summer, our first meeting is the last time. Practice issued the notice, I returned to Beijing tomorrow, but tonight, to see me off, count it, everyone's party.
singing familiar songs are not familiar with, under the influence of alcohol, we play some crazy, laughing clamor,Bailey UGG boots, humor who can not tell what is behind the smile I have a cry impulse: the road went so long now, only to find really be separated, before school, every day, stick together, do not know what are. When the university, although the miss, but still let us see the holidays to meet, and now the holiday is only a phone can not go back: take care of their exhortations and promises to see the next holiday.
a dear treasure drops are, the next holiday we will meet!
7 月 30 日 7 时 30 分:
of cars, driving, I ... ... once again depart the end of my vacation early to return to Beijing, internships, and I'm looking for my holiday a good place to go.
home just a week, just to ease the feelings of lost share, but began to tense, received training notice, can not tell the feeling. It used to be calm, as if all this is supposed to happen.
car at this time, is a dynamic, is a kind of touch, out the window to send my grandmother and my mother is separated from that layer of glass not take thoughts. Can go home several times, but also a few times with them properly. Suddenly decided that this winter, I did not do, I want to have fun with them, and suddenly felt, what is, not that practice it? As for this? Not that the holidays are not home? What good is so sad?
This is the mood at this time, think this is a matter of course,UGGs, for the future, it must give up some. But look back in the familiar gray and full of family atmosphere, a kind of sadness and guilt.
mother said: you are a wandering life, to obtain from your stubborn provincial university, we know you will be very hard! I nodded, yes, I agree, I vow to spell out their own piece of heaven and earth, but really did not think that the simple reality. Just nodded yes, but did not dare to rise, only looked away, watching the distant mountains and rivers, ask yourself: what you want in the end? !
7 月 31 日 9 时 36 分:
chat:
I said I hate you, you believe it? I believe!
I said I hate myself, do you believe it? I believe!
I said that I hate now, you believe it? I believe!
Why? I believe every word his wife said!
know why I hate it? Do not know ... ...
you know, but you dare not admit it! Do not Luanxiang, all of these is a test of our love, we must uphold!
tears, you do not know ... ...
I will stick to, but I'm tired!
want you around, is a luxury! But I firmly believe that the day will come, do not abandon our not leave!
Benz train, carrying the dream of my carrying my love!
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