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 You know better than I

how good you are to me more and more serious
gentle
does not constitute eligibility
love me unless you think I just looked at me

I was the only unique

love for you have been hurt on a little less

tears shed as clear

4.14 is not worth a few months often heard the song before, it is happy, today is a day to celebrate the early morning wake up first thing in mind is no longer associated with him at last, very determined. While it is easy to fall asleep at night, but always woke up very early morning a few months, a little nervous breakdown, finally a lot better these days, he wanted to return to normal .1 month, waiting for him in February, March, hate him, forget him in April. I think I will keep smiling even if met, ignore it. Although I find it difficult identify a person, but once found is very serious, previously asked yourself why can not lay down their self-esteem had promised him, understand his fit of anger, and he will naturally have a good I am, or slowly teaching; now very glad that they had no, since the one and his girlfriend complained about calls is too high, that the phone can not tell who was able to hit full swing with another girl, calling need of comfort, confidante, friend Oh sure the roots must be single? also did not broke up and she was very ambiguous feelings brewing in the next section, the good as the last step and half-hearted people at random to complete a break to meet soon to upgrade, the moment the transfer has not gone to the feelings of people, actually say that they have a clear conscience, this Wizards is also! so even if I did not request the restore shamelessly spoiled, he is not a complete. back might not blame him, maybe there is a fatal attraction between them, Qiong Yao's grandmother is not said to you, love comes first even a contract can be abolished, not to mention the commitments between us all. Oh right, there are also reminds me of his commitment to happy, he told me no secret promises, all the feelings he must know that the commitment, but the key often not happy when there she was this big secret, not only do not care about feelings still feel tired, everything is so funny. if I had agreed to sleepwalk, get is probably full of lies, irritability, and a painful secret he her. We do not know for how long the pain. Although she know I exist, I do not know of her existence, but I can not blame her not to blame her, because ALVY she said Tuesday, Love is a real third party, out to be correct. She said, do not care how you feel, because I saw new people to laugh, which heard the old cry? So do not complain to the change of heart of the old boyfriend, and you find yourself sick ah? impulse was to say it so the only thing. Now, my heart finally has nothing to do with him because he does not deserve.
someone said I need a new romance to forget past wounds, as if I'm not, such a short time I can not identify a person, I need to forget the past, people began to accept the new, relatively silly. really can not adhere to the ambiguous, before doing so was because he was angry resentment, hurt not good, to learn from him so handsome, Now think about what is seriously wrong? Why torture yourself to play the ambiguous? next day, I will seriously, that was responsible for myself, but also to others responsible.
4.3
three negative decision go to the gym to do cards, yoga, and Latin, the way they brought him. To think his presence is really not strong, as for him, my presence is not strong, I told two of three to be good people. colleagues in the know even less, because he never asked me on Friday, Friday is the best time to reflect the state of love, had a busy week, with all their activities with the work before the phone constantly, not to gather with the eat, drink together to pass the time. So every Friday, in the single unit colleagues often organize activities, beginning at noon I will wait for him to call and then decided to go later, after the disappointment, but on Thursday to plan the active participation of Friday's meeting, what people say about love but more lonely, because there are looking forward to Lost, had to use fun to send. that on the right train in a heavy rain in two or three stops to go is Friday, not hit taxi, almost a cold wet Saturday casual and sick, he said the rain could not go out to play, he said I was too easy to fall ill, only this one, no one thought I would not if the rain to pick up , after the rain has never think to pick, I know that on the right train is not his fault, then did not get angry, but not up close to my heart. In many colleagues in a single meeting on Friday, I often feel he is still single, but more just the good friend of his, so there is no public confidence or emboldened, because I do not want to see a silent boyfriend, in the eyes of others do not see any signs of the pursuit of love, perhaps I too care about other people's eyes, right This is really my fault. a colleague, and his girlfriend in Jimei, plus Memorial Day holidays will be ordered flowers sent to the network, he said, must be sent to the Office of flowers, be sure to give that a is that she dated other people, and second, that his attention to his wishes, the three girls to meet the unique vanity, girls always want to be chasing. I know a girl he did not understand psychology, never asked His flowers, and never compare herself with others, but the truth is the same, always to be chasing girls, and even the bit of work on Friday before the phone a few times, it is human nature. so long time, weeks He had five at most about my time, like playing games are generally friends or other problems, it has been open less than a degree that, when he often felt he was just bored to play with it. the first time he let me go see his friend I'm not sure why not, the second to go, can be chosen to wear a bathing suit, first appeared on a few girls I do not think this will be accepted, I really do not know how he thinks. was slow used to slow him, he phone is so sincere, each meeting is also very happy, I feel that the surface does not need to care about things that he really did not understand the weekends he likes to climb mountains, there is no need to waste a day on Friday only a thin, and I did not say that he certainly can do, as long as people Haojiu Xing, it is also down this standard, almost any requirement he did not want identified. but even the people Haojiu Hang this standard, the wall paintings are dated indifference to irreversible cake .12, January made me not to complain about do not ask, a great article article pin the label down and said I was thinking to shape the model asked too much against him, do not know where to look or who to help him analyze, Oh, requirements have low to no longer low, but fortunately I still have self-esteem, I have intuition. he did know who is dear to me the most patient, and after this I have matured a bit, would not take care of others emotions, to feel that they did not feel to do whatever, and so perhaps people feel and then business will not wait for you , but he also destroyed my character on pure faith, if for the first time he has another girl after breaking up, do not ask me to choose whether to accept him again, I do not hate him; if he wanted a good time give me a call to see if I answer it rains, we are likely to be together; if he is not the second time after breaking up with someone else can not wait, it seems to wait for me to say a word a day is considered a waste of time then, maybe I will always remember his very beautiful. casually hear a lot of things, having learned that is today's what to say, no matter how you explain things in the past, I did not get to the bottom. You say you break through the limit, me too. three times to save is you do, you can imagine this is my limit, and then start the second about , has exceeded the limit, the reason is very confident with what you are and what you say. this review I know I can not figure out all the facts together to guess, the key lessons learned, if you guess wrong, I'm sorry, Fortunately, there is no impact on lessons. Thank you for your advice, not do not want to believe you, do you ever heard a word, no pure friendship between men and women, especially single. If you think these words are too absolute, then I think ask you
1. Why do you want to break up, and it is up to her communication, not with me? not your other friend? man who wants to pursue other MM often say that they are on the MM girlfriend is not good, they are not happy, this is very common, right? subtext is, long time friend, after such a short time she has to accept you, that no mere friendship, as long as you have to contact any one time can be increased by a high degree.
if you really take her as an ordinary friend, no other ideas , then you and you have an idea of the girls tell their own problems with his girlfriend, or complain about his girlfriend, hoping to get practical help her make it good, then I really have nothing to say, can not imagine your wisdom .
2. She did not ask you to break the limit, if I were in her position (friendship or more, Lianrenweiman), so I will ask.
example, I like A, but A having a girlfriend, and we the friendship will remain appropriate. when they appear contradictory, for a long time but did not contact the A talk that I could find to break up, I knew my chance came,UGG shoes, I was the next target A, but I know that will not immediately put down before A girlfriend, I will show A special understanding to comfort him feel 100 times better than his girlfriend, and then hope that they will not be the only complete and I started, so it can be to test A, is not the limit? because if to the limit will not regret it, the future will cross the line. If one day he was dejected and I said, the limit has been completely abandoned, I will rest assured that associate with him; if one day he was excited and I said to them and good , I was able to retreat to safe areas continue to be friends, and glad that they did not get planted.
and if I and A is true of pure friendship, I will not ask A is not the limit, because since they are contradictory, he a person blind to their own is useless, I would ask him why he broke up with to help him analyze the perspective of women, especially girls do not know A, I will teach him how to do, to help him, because I understanding of girls, they know he really likes his girlfriend, want them happy. If his girlfriend is really unbearable, or think they really inappropriate, I will not allow A to efforts to break through the limit, because I was his friend , did not want him injured, directly urged A break up, rather than fear that they deliberately sabotage pry the corner, this is the true friend.
3. in fact, later I want is to maintain your such a relationship. you I remember every time you're angry, why not say when, but not contact, I did not know of course, makes you angry, come to understand over several days are often aunt called to say I was wrong, what I problems, and then I send text messages to call you to explain, or argue about and argue about good. The only time you get angry after the first send text messages to me, rather than through the aunt, is that you broke up. I never quite understand what you think, very concerned about your dissatisfaction with me, so that there was no to a good degree, and you and her, even I do everything, than between you and her calm between us, because the friend of the you understand each other, but also the development of each state clearly you. Why do first friend can do with her lover, but can not do Valentine's friends do I do first?
deleted before you QQ, read it again chats I am certain that You will not have any requirements. and you forced me to immediately agreed, I must have asked you, but you do not think I said again and again to start is to break the limit, and if I do not promise you will regret the , I do not cherish, you can have her account of this issue. was the dialogue in the blog, you every word is, ; and I every word is really feel your heart for a long time, even if I did not take a good look. Please do not break up with standards before, I tell you I care about your heart, I tell you my emotions, I want to assure you I has been prepared to accept less than your level of all the problems can be solved, these are you most like, and also broke up the reason why you said I wrong? Why is the rain then work together to find ways to have it or find it difficult to think of it? December that let you buy ice cream that day, so far have tears every time I think, if not that I would not be trouble, then you do not always say cold truth is that day to let me, but you almost did not understand my feelings, so I will not mention lest after digestion with a gap, you let me say that you dwell on my parents, I relented so agree, they can not believe I said that, including your family, simply say to claiming credit for my own, because you did not even give me a call What kind of struggle? I guess I just was dispensable.
guessing the reason why I will, just do not understand that many would like to can be used to explain the change of heart. There is a saying that once complained to her boyfriend broke up, do not move, because he had a change of heart so we can not understand how you feel, do not mind. In fact, to determine whether a person is breaking up because of a change of heart is simple, if it is fight the impulse to break up, you admit weakness to talk to him very difficult to say that they had pain, he will feel bad, will comfort and the good, if it is because the change of heart, I saw new people to laugh, which heard the old cry, I will not treat you as friends or enemies, and do not know I was not able to adhere to the next ambiguous, not seriously, but I think if I broke up and who, immediately there is a mutual understanding, not hate people to fill the gap, heal wounds, and I will be more than happy, like you.
a quarter of the time, hair almost straight, the mood of the bar can be pressed. Mecoxlane magazine ads and sent out, big word ,2007.11-2008.4 Mars retrograde, Saturn retrograde, can not read, it seems that during this time, what will be doubled, the pressure to redouble happy sweet double tempered double double double depression also, so this time I will feel so tough now, and good nearly over.
have been reluctant to look back, all kinds of records, to delete the delete, can not see without looking, but always can not help but think about why, what reason, when the ideas and misunderstanding, those who spread dendrite branches, where the bending Shui. Someone told me thing of the past not to blame, or blame others, but we must learn its lesson, and its often thought about the fragments, leaving the end of the record as true, as a glass of water, looking for a place to quietly put away, so that the inside of the sand sediment, do not touch, much is expected to encounter similar things will not repeat the error.
whole thing is the beginning of his passion, I care, then he must loss of feeling very frustrated; then I seriously that he gets, since I'm sure to accept him, no one happy.
just met, his relatives and my mother said to the initiative he likes tall girls, my mother said I could inappropriate, but due to face or to meet us, then I think we can not, I will not change for themselves strangers Moreover, how to change height? I also think my height is standard in the south do not get picky . He was not too passive, and then I was very hard to change his own, with my mother talking about school enrollment, or his family to help, I began to think, do we really fate? began to treat more seriously, he basically about me , would agree if it is convenient, he likes to climb mountains, and fell in Huangshan had just a few cramps wrestle recover soon, on the psychological shadow of the big down there, people often joke that it can not climb the mountain under the long bar, but still with him climbing because he did not want to pour cold water on, and looks like he was climbing it Tingyou sense of security. But even so, his relatives or old, called to complain that I did not take him seriously, and perhaps sometimes uncomfortable or something does not accompany him when some of the beautiful grounds of the series, the multi-Hong Hong him on the phone, maybe he does not like to think of acts of the mind only care about the surface of words, he often said, without saying anything stupid, but I can not accept people on the heart can not say sweet, I was so foolish, that he can see. (This is one of the lessons I learned, now is the fast-food society). then, began to quarrel, and relatives say that I often heard him well, He and I called the general yawning and groaning, but for his relatives and my mother said that he found me, probably was over. because I have been very cautious, most of the time he told me very good, and man, to accompany me Eat a variety of playing video games chat kite burn food is also very concerned about my hand lit bubble also plum juice. At that time I really do not, I slow is slowly transforming from the role of ordinary friends over, every argument We will also change after a number of problems, such as yawning he did not chaos, and sometimes to my dissatisfaction with the exchange directly and not through my parents, I have ideas or whatever will be, and he is not happy happy talk, and not so polite cautious In fact, I have slowly come to accept these in the future he would become. (Some people do not wait until that fight is the second lesson.) continuously during or heard from his relatives that he was at home, the shortcomings that I like, I feel really strange, so like I said dissatisfaction Why? Because in my home, my mother never said my father in his grandmother well, good things often do face to my father, Dan Zhao bad himself, though always guarding the dad but also from Grandma Mom said not in front of them bad. my aunt said the two cousins will boast a girlfriend, it seems like a perfect. And I never said in front of his parents shortcomings, including the December cold and sad that most behavior did not say, has been just look at the benefits he said he was only the benefits, even have not seen his father heard that he faces hot plum juice to me a bit like him, of course, there are reasons for his appearance, my dad Dad likes a round head. this fight, he said only family members asked the reason for my dissatisfaction was not his. In fact, all before the fight, all because of expectations that he and I differ in my opinion did not noisy, and sometimes for other reasons I made a small temper like a half an hour, I think to maintain that distance as a normal friend, and he was very angry, a few days without contact, and later to understand his enthusiasm off the air of course, very disappointed, I learned and what mood he said. Maybe he thought we really personality clashes so he did not say I have nothing to say weaknesses, leading to his family also I do not have confidence, he said, there have been relative to him, but my parents will help me block all introduced. mother said suspension, if he was satisfied with others to break up with me, not satisfied with me before continuing. not blame his parents, in fact, from his mouth, that her mother is a very good reason wise people, Tingyou decision his father, the way it felt pretty good, poor parental love to see him so unhappy there anything waiting for the truth. but then the dissatisfaction and his relatives said, the opportunity to pass over, to be close to my and pull away. (I think this is one of the lessons he learned, even before his family did not discuss the dissatisfaction with the pass the other party that will have direct communication misunderstanding, not to mention also across the two, but maybe he did to her no resentment, which the other said.)
I have a principle, if not sure no public appearances since an uncertain future, if you break up for her boyfriend to be around people feel very promiscuous, it will be publicly identified . so rejected several of his party, giving a great blow to him, but also because we expected different, I think that time did not. one day and the mother said, why I'm with him, heart rate is slower than usual ? If we did not think of him when it comes together, could jump quickly, my mother said this was good, giving the feeling of stability is a good man. Then he began to care about the feelings and face, thinking the next time a certain to go to his party, the unit will ask him to see the film, then, is 11 months. at that time to retire in January 2008, deputy governor of female violent temper, picking on, we gave her the subject of several women children to work overtime every day writing, and other instructions, and then change the draft to work overtime, with typists there are times her name wrong, to provoke to rewind to go on her nerves, more demanding of us, she was training our leaders , leadership training us. very noisy during the day and not inspired, do overtime at night and often stayed up 3-4 points, a graduate student just graduated last year or even two overnight mm, pitch darkness of some of the data again we Aixun wrong. He said on the phone that are not good at rhetoric, a little aerobic and funny, I know he worked very hard to please me, if I feel good would think it is very cute. I admit that was a big pressure on his bad mood just to find a vent exports, no mood and a good chat with him. manuscripts submitted to wait for the instructions, I suddenly search to look a long time ago when the school's first drama, I watch videos day and night, changing draft of free time to work also peek and help me through a very depressing time. one day see an episode in the second daughter said to his mother: Mom and I Zhe town with no particular excitement, ah, the heartbeat is slower than usual, feeling over the five years the same way, I can not accept him. Her mother said: led by the nose it? enthusiasm dissipated very quickly. just seen, was very happy with them. Yes ah, I know that I accept a person is to speak with him do not feel embarrassed, if not, no guard, finally made up his mind to accept him. He complained that the telephone high, I often voice his QQ, and sometimes not in the Internet, cell phone headset did not bring just an excuse to be afraid of him lose face. later and he said, on December 20 I want to finish your work ahead and then I can easily accompany him to play, to learn to drive, do want to do a good holiday, but he did not care, and in a few days before the day is coming to break, no time to blame me and he said clearly.
the last time he insisted send me to attend the wedding of the students, because he had meetings at night I do not want to bother him this. In the way to go because I remember correctly, the hotel, went to a dark site, almost fall into a pit, think about all scared , but he did not blame me, a warm personality really good, and I alone hurry, leaving him a man does. banquet I have been worried and kept calling him, but fortunately the site workers are not bad people, but also to insurance companies very timely, but this thing is like a sign. He broke it in fact does not surprise me, before I have a lot of wrong, too slow to keep away from heat, and if replaced by others, may not be able to put up with me for so long. So Although that sank, but that does not blame him, no reason people have been tortured by my ah, to go is his freedom, I agree. actually do not know when he had started with another girl, but they can not let go I, then break off the negotiations heavier weight, lower profile soon if I can correct, and he with me. I do not know, so he made after breaking up and talk, but I would like to know if there is no principled problem and can not mention breaking up, because this is the hardest, but because the message that is not clear, but also cause misunderstanding that I look at his shortcomings, then I hated text messages, what can not call that you can hear the tone and mood will not mistaken ah. Now think about it, and another girl if he does not start, as he said no contact others completely rejected it, and I feel can not bear to break up, I think he will be as before, and I said I did wrong, correct me loud a noise, right? not say that they started the so-called formal contacts, but he took the initiative to maintain contact with others, do not reject or even to create opportunities for contact. two people's feelings like a piece of paper, paper off by disclosing a conflict in the small holes of different sizes, if timely solutions to repair the hole, this paper will be more and more thick solid, but not broken light on the timely resolution of paper, but the break up Like all these sheets of paper in half, repairing it much more difficult, I always thought he was not aware that we can to fix, but if we have another piece of paper, cut a lot? can make to supplement, not make even see me change is not changed, as he was like a teacher assessment of students, compared to me and others.
breaking up I know I have been doing is not enough, since it has been decided to accept him should be more effort, can not let yourself regret. and before he explained, is not to make excuses, just let him know I would not have been as a distance, I can change, let him feel at ease, but he said that the former can not. ( Lesson three, do not wait very serious and we have to realize that they do not, at least for show, not to let too disappointed, in fact, not too slow heat.) that the Monster of torture still continues, there is no power work can not be completed ahead of schedule. the pressure of working life is so big, and finally one day, barely, but did not dare tell their parents, the most sad of course, would like to find closest to comfort, a shoulder to cry about also tried to give each other a chance, who knows that going to eat cold he had 88 total strangers, I cried to the trembling, no matter what to eat are disgusting, 20 years for the first time this cry method, in fact, should give up hope here I = strangers what to say it. A few days later the results that have a good winning out, and his colleagues go to bars carnival, he drank too much and the wrong message, because the pleasure would like to share, it will be wrong to continue send text messages to him, his response was so cold I accepted the reality, we can no longer go back to his number of text messages are deleted. I began to think what is active, such as Kim Sam Soon you, like to see, Friends tell me why is Kim Sam Soon finally succeeded it, because she did not miss any opportunity to take the initiative to fight persistent in the end. In fact, not really like actor Sam Soon, she and any possible effort to please the people will to fight, actor as her last hope, is a reliable man on the line. can I have all the drama, the heroine of the most annoying of all is Kim Sam-soon, before the hate in her eyes and just manner, and now finally understand that I'm not the kind of person, This violation of the true feelings of rejection or even the utilitarian nature of people. I hope he will not encounter such a person to be trapped.
Christmas he sent text messages, he wanted to break up compensation, say sorry, do I have to back all right? good or not compensation. has never linked to the end of January, Internet search travel routes and travel, but unfortunately he broke into the site. Although there is God, and man, because so many search results do not look at each of them, but to see his ID, and similar, of course, point see inside. so they contacted, and a little letter of fate, he said, had never given up, but I can not understand since he still like me, know I care about him, know that I send text messages at midnight the last day of work, why again and again refused to allow me sad? did not give up in the end is how to define. He explained that he did not know why, did not know how to do that he has hurt several days could not sleep, he said he rejected all the other girls. so silly I just believe his explanation is not explained, and then a few months time confused about their own sleep until 12 o'clock every day. We talk about the possibility of a fresh start , I asked my mother, my mother asked that he find someone you do, I said I should go to his blog, I'm the first find him, she said good Never look back, you do not agree, he would say that a breakup would say The second time, this time he did not originally intend to contact you, ah, unless he is very sincere, Moreover, his relatives and friends have been called for when the ordinary. I said he was sad ah, my mother said that you had a good comfort him, probably have a new girlfriend and does not fit you. I said certainly not, I believe he character. In fact, think of others before her mother pretty good, but after all, experience than I do. Now that I think he was still like me more now, However, with the other girls have been very ambiguous, and he was to accompany, so before someone has refused to fill the void for me, although he never acknowledged. never could understand why I am so pure trust people so obviously started last year, and if told me the truth, how good we get that far, I really did not think he would hurt me once again.
carefully consider that a good month, actually want to see his performance because I'm trying to break up after he refused many cold many times. But this time he seems very anxious, as if eager to answer, but there is no action, not even a phone call, I hurry out casually that he disagreed, but fortunately he seems big sigh of relief pressed, or a waste of time. This sentence is to stimulate me, so I felt a waste of time for two days. when I consider is whether I can change for him, the answer is energy, and then consider whether he was concerned about whether I can accept my deficiencies; and he knows I care about him, perhaps because he was so anxious to know my decision before deciding whether or end the relationship with her or development. Now I just have to help him make a negative decision, which may not Operator foot boats it, promised not to break up easily forget that he immediately gave up. I explained again and restore hope he give me time to think, to see that he's too fit, agreed not pressed . The next day QQ received his message, saying whether I agree do not agree, and I are very special in his heart a man, he never paid the others had such a serious effort to know I was lucky. After reading a very moving very happy, I think this is his endeavor, can be, promised that he would like to go home at night to experience the whole Southern .1 winter snowstorm in January, though no snow here, but have not seen sunlight for a long rainy wet to the bone, at home colleagues frown past, not to mention me so far. at noon to discuss a car, someone said to me, your home so far, more convenient to buy a car, I said I was going to learn to drive it. know that I have colleagues say her boyfriend, Let your friends to buy a car and then ah, I was suddenly a tight, he has a car, but contacts six months rainy day I never thought, I did not speak, because I am not a particularly squeamish person dependent on the previous line of motorcycles , Bus Dealers, Rain Man, although access in the fixed-plot drama in the TV is not my poison, but a little bit difficult time in total expected it, if he came to pick me up would be moved to a conditional instead of will be disappointed, I knew he was never thought before. But when the first break ever mentioned, why should the compound when it was not to my mind, if he was coming to pick me up a few days if everything goes without saying that have been resolved Ha ha. their own excuses for him because he was afraid I would refuse his pick, I'm self-deception, not to say that you can do when his friend, how could refuse? suddenly disappeared before the mood to agree, would like to do first friends say, if combined The ...